KinkyGeek

I had a couple of days to digest the fact that Laura hung out with Sara and Ron at our house ALONE on Saturday night. I want to thank SwingerWife and the Issuedwife on their comments to my last post. It is always nice to get a fresh perspective on something and your comments really helped bring me focus. Anyways I am completely over it. I spent some time talking with Laura yesterday. Since I am in Maine with my Parents and Kids lacking the slightest shred of privacy I had to do most of the talking through Instant Messenger. This whole swinging experience has me in touch with a side of myself that I have never experienced. I feel so connected to Laura and in tune with her feelings. Lets face it we have been together a long time. We have practically been joined at the hip since Freshman year in college. I’ll admit It. I am guilty of not telling her how much I love her and occasionally taking her for granted. I could have asked her to share her feeling more. It’s a lot different now.

I find myself asking her how she is feeling A LOT. More than anything now I want to make sure she is happy. When we talked yesterday we simply agreed that if this was going to work we need to communicate with each other and be as open as we have ever been. I completely agree and you know what? Its refreshing. We have always been best friends and we tell each other everything but sometimes out of embarrassment or fear we hold back. No more. Most of the things I don’t tell her are about sex. How much I masterbate, what I like sexually, what kinds of porn I like, etc. I am not sure she is looking for that level of honesty but LOOK OUT cuz here it comes! We decided we would sit down when I get back from vacation and hash out the details. I can’t wait.